tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-200946212024-03-06T23:40:29.569-08:00Random thoughts of mine...Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-80270132483736358162006-12-01T05:15:00.000-08:002006-12-01T05:21:55.138-08:00At schoolI've realised just how much I don't like my friends anymore. It's just that their at a stage in their life (I hope) where they are completely flippant about everything and all they talk about is boyfriends and meaningless stupid things that are just a waste of time. I feel completely detached from them, in fact I can actually say that it is only S who is keeping me being friends with them. Also, I know they don't like me. Or to put it simply, they are completely indifferent. And I don't blame them in the slightest; I don't speak so why would they particularly like me?<br /> I don't want to go to Nando's with them onThursday. And to be honest, they probably wouldn't notice that I wasn't there.<br /><br />I hate Dad. It's him whose made me like this. I just feel like I can't connect with anyone. I can't have friends, only acquaintances.<br /><br />That's another thing. Everytime I get to know someone, their traits just completely annoy me. And it's really stupid because to be honest, I have really irritating habits as well. But it's like I only like people who I don't know properly.<br /><br />I wonder if going to Uni would change anything. Fatima will probably tell me next year.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-10058373205526247132006-11-24T15:03:00.000-08:002006-11-24T15:10:24.128-08:00Nov 24thPeople are weird.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1159887381071016732006-10-03T07:48:00.000-07:002006-10-03T07:56:47.436-07:00TiredFatima said to me that I really shouldn't get depressed about sixth form, like she did because it really affects work.<br /><br />I guess I am not as depressed as I was in the last few entries, but I'm still not happy. Everyone has grown up and given more freedom, whereas I am just a stupid loser stuck in year 8 or 9 where I'm not allowed anywhere.<br /><br />I think I've said that about a million times so I won't say it again....<br /><br />Anyway, well. Fasting really drains you, and makes you really tired. I also have a parched throat, but can't eat for another four hours.<br /><br />I want to go home. At the moment, I am writing this entry in school. Dad is coming to pick us up in 10 minutes but I hate the depressing IT room and want to go now. Actually, home is depressing too.<br /><br />We watched Narnia yesterday. Let's just say it wasn't good. Towards the end, it got better (basically the war scene) but still...I would have preferred to watch Finding Neverland, although it has stupid Johnny Depp in it...trying to be eccentric as usual, probably.<br /><br />I still really want to watch A Walk to Remember.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1159212492728319032006-09-25T12:19:00.000-07:002006-09-25T12:40:04.280-07:00School again..I can't believe in the space of two weeks my whole mind can change about school. At the beginning I was feeling optimistic, like this was a fresh start for me. Now I'm just feeling like I don't belong anywhere. It's like I feel like I'm not even friends with my friends in yr 11. They seem to have fitted together even more strongly since year 12, and I thought that would happen to me because I became more friendly with S, but instead I'm just drifting away, in my mind anyway.<br />When we are all together in a group, I just feel like I'm not part of them. And the thing is, I feel like I don't really want to hang around with them anymore.<br />I really don't belong anywhere.<br /><br />I'm just going to throw myself into activities such as rec. and leisure and basketball....Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1158862233374829872006-09-21T11:01:00.000-07:002006-09-21T11:53:50.926-07:00Detached.....that's just how I feel when I'm with my friends. Because they're so frivolous and happy. And I'm clearly not. Especially N. It's like she has practically no cares in the world. It seems like so far, she's just had no troubles in her life, it's all carefree.<br />I feel like telling her that life is completely the opposite, it's rubbish.<br />I feel a bit jealous of her because she's never had anything really bad happen to her. But then again, I think that she's really trivial.<br /><br />Dad is so crap. If he wasn't here life would be so much better. He's already succeeded in making all of us antisocial and shy. And it just gets worse when you get older because you feel more restricted and then your friends are becoming more free. And they just don't understand when you tell them your parents don't let you do anything. Dad has completely messed us up psychologically.<br /><br />It's really saying something when me, Fatima, Amina and Salima keep having violent dreams. I think we have all had many dreams about Dad being violent. It's obviously something that hovers in our subconscious, like when he's going to go mad again. Or crazily religious. I don't know which one is worse.<br /><br />It really annoys me when my friends act like they've got it worse than you when they even know that they haven't.<br /><br />By the way I really really wanted Siobhan to become Maria in The Sound of Music theatre performance. I guess she wasn't ready for it, but I would have preferred it was her than Connie.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1158343801160192972006-09-15T10:59:00.000-07:002006-09-15T11:31:04.440-07:00A week or so of school....I don't really know what to say about 6th form. I don't like the fact that we have to be so independent about work and basically we're seen as adults. I don't like it because at home I'm treated so differently. Also, everyone else seems to have grown up, matured and they're actually allowed out of the house.<br />I'm just worried about all the times my friends will ask me to go out with them. What can I say? I'm going to have to make up excuses all the time. It just gets kind of tiring, I just feel like telling the truth. But they wouldn't understand anyway. Like in the Agatha Christie's "Appointment with Death" there's Mrs. Boynton who completely controls her children and another character says that it sounds so unbelievable that it could happen, but it does.<br />I know I'm not making sense, but whatever.<br />I also wish that Alice didn't know where the takeaway is. What if she comes in?It will be so fucking embarrassing that I don't want to even think about it.<br /><br />Anyway, about schoolwork. The gap between GCSEs and AS levels is really big. I think I will just have to study hard. Especially Chemistry.<br /><br />By the way, just for the record as I kept complaining about the GCSEs, I got 6 A*s, 4A's and 1B.<br /><br />I have to do a speech on Thursday in registration, about 5 minutes or something. The teacher said that it can be funny, but I would just look stupid. I'll probably do something about current affairs, the wars or something.<br /><br />I know this sounds weird, but I think overall, 6th form is having a good effect on me because I know that I am not as quiet as before and not as "scared" of people. I don't know.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1153225884596663082006-07-18T05:28:00.000-07:002006-07-18T05:31:24.633-07:00LupinLupin is no more. I can't believe Gareth's family have left. Now we will never see beautiful Lupin who was the best cat in the world. He was the friendliest, cuddliest, cutest cat and now I'm never going to see him again.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1152870060332160002006-07-14T02:38:00.000-07:002006-07-14T02:43:19.160-07:00Zinedine Zidane<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/16.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"></a><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/16.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Despite the "sudden acts of violence" as one newspaper put it, Zinedine Zidane has got to be one of the most charismatic footballers ever. I love him.<br /><br />France deserved to win the World Cup. They were better than Italy. Matterazi is a prick.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1152219038518413902006-07-06T13:40:00.000-07:002006-07-06T13:50:38.646-07:00So Germany are outWhich is such a shame. I really thought and wanted Germany to win the WC. Oh well, at least they've showed the world and Alan Hansen that Germany's football team have a lot of promise and there is a future for them.<br /> Love Lehmann, lol.<br /><br />The finals is on Sunday, Italy v. France. Come on France! Zidane deserves to hold up the World Cup, considering that he is resigning after this. He really is a brilliant player, although we didn't see his skill so much in the match against Portugal.<br /><br />Portugal will be playing Germany to see who gets bronze. Come on Germany! I'll be cheering you on.<br /><br />In the France v. Portugal, Portugal proved to be diving losers. Okay, that's a bit harsh but it's so stupid. They were a good side (better than France, imo) and didn't need to start diving at every opportunity. It just makes people dislike their team.<br /><br />I'm going to the library tomorrow, finally. Yay. My "intellectual" side of my mind was withering out. If I had one in the first place, its probably dead now.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1151863924637207882006-07-02T10:55:00.000-07:002006-07-02T11:13:16.366-07:00England.<span style="color:#cc0000;">Are out, after the game yesterday.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">I was so upset, especially when I saw Ferdinand, Terry, Hargreaves etc. crying. It must be so awful for them. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">And Beckham has resigned. Rightly so, I must add, but I still feel sad for him. At the press conference when he read out the statement he was almost crying.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">So..the match. It showed me many things;</span><br /><ul><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Rooney is a violent thug. Simple as that. </span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Ronaldo is a bloody <strong>bitch</strong> who has no scruples. The wink said it all. He is a conniving, smarmy git.</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Owen Hargreaves is an amazing player, despite the amount of critisicsm he had, he came out on TOP. He was rightly named the MOTM. Brilliant playing.</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Beckham should not be playing for England. When Lennon came on, England looked better. (But I was still sad for him)</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">SVE is stupid! The lone striker formation was never going to work! Even in the England v. Ecuador match it wasn't effective.</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Lampard is not ready for the WC. At all.</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Gerrard should not get so nervous in penalties, he's a brilliant player who should feel confident of his abilities.</span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Ferdinand is likewise a very good player who gave 100% to the match. </span></li><li><span style="color:#cc0000;">Terry is a good player and especially excelled in clearances. </span></li></ul><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">Portugal are not very sportsman-like. I mean, they were diving all over the place and trying to get free kicks! Ronaldo's conduct was abominable, I bet he had a evil plot to antagonise Rooney, hence the wink at Scolari. Git.</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">England will not fare well with McLaren who is SVE's right hand man. He will probably employ the same tactics as SVE, or make that lack of. </span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">Okay, well after that analysis by an inexperienced football fan, well done England. Hargreaves, you are amazing.</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">England, if you face Portugal in the Euro 2008, THRASH Portugal. Please.</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">Hopefully England will get further in 2010. I'll be rooting for you.</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">And right now, Portugal, Germany, France and Italy are still in. GERMANY all the way. I am desperate for Germany to win. Go Klinsman, you are a great manager (and very sweet may I add) and Germany really do deserve the win. Out of all the remaining countries, Germany are the most admirable and do not cheat or act like bitchy girls.</span></p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">So, go Germany.</span> </p><p><span style="color:#cc0000;">P.S The red writing is in honour of England, red writing, white background, get it?</span></p>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1151415675712028132006-06-27T06:26:00.000-07:002006-06-27T06:41:48.476-07:00If boredom kills...<span style="color:#6600cc;">...I must be a ghost.<br />Actually, no I'm a zombie so there's no way out.<br /><br />Life is so boring. I don't want to go to school on Friday too.<br /><br />The only perk for me in these holidays is the World Cup matches...lol...love watching them.<br /><br />And I so wanted to watch France v. Spain today but I can't :(<br />Still...supporting Spain definitely, not that I have anything against France. Just really want Spain to win.<br /><br />England v. Portugal on Saturday. England all the way!!<br />I'm just hoping the Portugal team don't go completely crazy and lose ALL discipline like they did against Holland. But to be fair, Holland went mad too. lol quite funny but I can't really see the England team retaliating..oh wait yes I can..Rooney definitely would go absolutely mad. I don't want to see that, Rooney scares me when he's angry!<br /><br />Seriously the World Cup is preventing me from dying of boredom lol. Although the match yesterday, Switzerland v. Ukraine was quite boring. And I wanted Switzerland to win :(. Everyone says England are really crap but they are better than Switzerland and Ukraine!<br /><br />Penalty shoot-outs are really cruel! and tense. I felt so sorry for Zuberbuhler, I think he just got nervous.<br /><br />Yeah anyway today I thought of a little story to write. Well it wouldn't really be a story because it would be very short but I'm not entirely sure because I really feel like I can't be bothered to write it down. But I will!<br /><br />Awww. "Bless the broken road" by Rascal Flatts is actually a very sweet song! I told Amina ages ago that it's really cheesy. In a way it is, but it's really sweet!<br /><br />Go Spain for tonight!</span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1150887167476835892006-06-21T03:50:00.000-07:002006-06-21T03:52:47.490-07:00Holidays..hmphWell what else is there to say apart from the fact that they are completely boring. I have nowt to do. Apart from 2 hours or so stints on the computer.<br /><br />All I do is listen to music at the moment. At the moment I am obsessed with "Unintended" by Muse. I have listened to it about 7 times already today. And "Time is Running out"<br /><br />Hmmm I think I should get off the computer in a minute.<br /><br />Off to read Sherlock Holmes.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1150141537953543862006-06-12T12:34:00.000-07:002006-06-12T12:45:37.976-07:00Heat, Exams and slow computers.......what do they all have in common?<br /><br />Answer: They are pissing me off.<br /><br />I have decided that I actually don't really the heat. It makes me really annoyed and irritable. And uncomfortable. And I have to do exams in this weather.<br /><br />I hate the way it penetrates you and you just feel like you can't be bothered to do anything. I swear it dulls your mind.<br /><br />I know the cold isn't much better but I think I definitely prefer it.<br /><br />And don't get me started on my exams rant. Considering that it is entirely my fault that I have done minimum revision but I did have obstacles, so whatever.<br /><br />I don't have any exams tomorrow so I am guessing I'll be doing Chemistry, Physics and History revision all tomorrow. Ahem. Who wants to bet that I'll actually do a lot of work?<br /><br />God, I am in a really pissed off mood. <strong>Everyone </strong>is really annoying me for no reason. Like when they speak to me.<br /><br />I want everyone to go away.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1149155436415667172006-06-01T02:43:00.000-07:002006-06-01T02:51:46.106-07:00A "How high is your self esteem?" test...You scored 52.<br />"Many people think you are confident and in charge of your life. You're not so sure! It may be that you had a difficult upbringing with parents who were too demanding of you. Or perhaps you have Always felt that you're not as bright as other people think you are. Or maybe you feel unlovable.<br />If you're in a relationship, it's likely that you'll Often feel anxious about it. Sometimes you may worry that you'll 'muck things up'. You may also have serious concerns that your partner will 'find you out' and decide you're not worth loving. "<br /><br />Okay....don't know if this is true about me...<br />Comment about what you think.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1149007467853926232006-05-30T09:35:00.000-07:002006-05-30T10:39:04.763-07:00A moan on sore throats.<span style="color:#663366;">Are contending for a place in my Annoying Little Things list. I hate sore throats, they can make you feel so crap, but they are a such a small thing. I mean, if you said "I have a sore throat" people would be (quite rightly) like "Who cares" But really they make you feel so rubbish. And slightly sick too.</span><br /><span style="color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663366;">Yay. Mum bought me some Soothers. Some short term relief. </span><br /><span style="color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663366;">Went to the library today and just for old times sake, got a Redwall book that I haven't actually read. The food descriptions are mouthwathering! I don't mean to sound patronising but they are really sweet. I love it that all the good characters are completely good, with practically no bad traits. And of course, that good always overcomes evil. I love Redwall Abbey too! I wish I could live there, but I don't think I'd fit in, because all the creatures at Redwall Abbey are so peaceful and virtuous, two things I most definitely am not! </span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1148914319411641302006-05-29T07:37:00.000-07:002006-05-29T07:51:59.436-07:00Huh.<span style="color:#666666;">I have done <strong>no </strong>substantial revision. I have a vague feeling that I should be revising but I can't be bothered and the day just passes too quickly. Which is pretty weird, considering I just lounge around the house all day doing jack. </span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;">It's really stupid. When I get off the computer, I am going to sit down and do some work. And nothing is going to stop me. Nothing at all. </span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1148837360974389862006-05-28T10:21:00.000-07:002006-05-28T11:53:19.206-07:00Stupid<span style="color:#006600;">I don't know why, but I really feel like I always want to be in this shell where I never have to do anything, like go out into the real world.</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">We (me, Polly, Fatima and Salima) were talking about Fatima going on campus etc. etc. And I was trying to imagine myself going on campus or something and I just feel that I don't want to do anything, ever. I just feel like I wouldn't be able to. I mean, I have a huge mental barrier there (like the leap of faith in the park) Like not wanting to go out and get a job. I just don't want to meet or even <em>see </em>people anymore...</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">I know that everyone else in this house feels like that because of our upbringing. Especially Sam and Fahad. And Fatima. It's so unfair. When we can actually have experiences etc. we're just not going to want to be there. I now understand the appeal of living like a simple hermit. </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">I know I'm not making much sense. I'm confused too. Oh well. It just boils down to the same thing, as it always does: Dad. Big surprise there. </span><br /><span style="color:#006600;"></span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1148720102589376172006-05-27T01:47:00.000-07:002006-05-27T01:57:42.023-07:00Morning<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/dew.0.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/dew.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Morning has broken, like the first morning,</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Blackbird has spoken, like the first bird. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Praise for the singing, praise for the morning, </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Praise for them springing fresh from the Word.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Sweet the rain's new fall, sunlit from heaven, </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Like the first dew fall on the first grass. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Praise for the sweetness of the wet garden, </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Sprung in completeness where his feet pass.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Mine is the sunlight, mine is the morning,</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Born of the one light Eden saw play. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">Praise with elation, praise every morning, </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">God's re-creation of the new day.</span> </div>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1148635023415834102006-05-26T02:08:00.000-07:002006-05-26T02:17:03.426-07:00Remind me....<span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">...never ever to go on people's myspaces. Ever. I don't know why I do go on them, they just piss the hell out of me. No names mentioned of course. I swear, at 16, everyone is the same. In a bad way. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">I am really pissed off. Mum and Dad are the main cause. "When you're child has exams you're meant to support them" he says. "The only way to support me right now is to piss off" I say. I wish. They have to put me in a bad mood when I'm supposed to be revising don't they? I mean do they think I'm going to be dancing in glee and happiness when they are sniping at eachother? Actually make that Dad being a bastard to Mum, and Mum looking upset. GET OVER IT. It's only been happening for about 26 years. I know that's really mean but I can't help the way I feel.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">About fucking apples. For God's sake. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">I don't think I'll revise today. I wish I was at school. At least I wouldn't be in this depressing house. </span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1148581299391653242006-05-25T11:11:00.000-07:002006-05-25T11:21:39.406-07:00Whew....<span style="font-size:85%;color:#3366ff;">4 days straight of GCSE's....pretty hard going. I feel really drained and I'm really not looking forward to the next lot which start on the 5th. I know it's my fault that I did night-before revision for some of my GCSE's, but I can't help berating myself. I know that I really haven't done too well, or rather, done my best. Oh well...there's really no point saying it now. I'll just have to not do that for my next lot of exams. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3366ff;"> Just wish I had a Time-Turner like Hermione. Actually, that wouldn't help would it? I would just be in the past watching myself doing no revision! Or my self that went into the past could revise then lock my un-revising self in the toilet, and do the exam. Make that un-rebising self! LOL! No one will get why I just said that, apart from maybe Fatima.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3366ff;"> End of school two weeks ago. Abi made a video of 11S which I am dying to get my hands on! Helen said she'd make a copy for me and hopefully Amina will get it from her tomorrow.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#3366ff;">So. Tomorrow, intensive revision begins. </span>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1146857880302233362006-05-05T12:29:00.000-07:002006-05-05T12:38:00.316-07:00Man......Spanish oral on Monday. I'm quite worried. Especially with the C roleplay. Cos I crapped that up last time, and that made me get a stupid 35/50.<br /><br />Hmmm, so I think it's time to speak Spanish..<br /><br />Hace buen calor! En sabado, voy a ir a biblioteca, y quiero trabajar en el biblioteca. Mr. Johnson cree que soy muy crappo a Espanola!<br /><br />Esta manana, me gustaria ir al parque.....pero solamente if its caliente.<br /><br />Adios.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1145097383944955632006-04-15T03:15:00.000-07:002006-04-15T11:55:54.596-07:00:(Only 2 days of holiday left. I don't want to go back to school. Please don't make me :(<br /><br />Okay, I know I always say that being at school is better than being at home, but not when you've got stupid exams coming up. I don't want to do my GCSEs....I know they aren't that important but I'm still scared. I hate exams.<br /><br />I want a Pink Lady apple. I love Pink Lady apples. But Salima won't get me one. Yay! My wuvvly soobie got me an apple...yum<br /><br /><br />UPDATE: pm<br /><br />Okay, ages ago I think I promised some pictures of my despised product design moneybox...I just uploaded the pictures so here they are:<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010030.0.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/P1010030.0.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010021.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br />My childrens moneybox I made. Basically you ask a question and put the money in, and if you look at what the arrow is pointing to, that is the answer. (The wheel spins when the money is put in)<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010021.jpg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/P1010021.jpg" border="0" />The whole moneybox. I know is bloody huge, don't ask me why I made it this big, I don't know myself!<br />Oh well, at least I can write about the size in my evaluation.<br /><br />P.S You can see Salima's head in the background! If you look v.carefully<br /><br />Yes well now I have to do all the project writing up. I predict I will be doing it for the best part of the day tomorrow.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010021.jpg"></a>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1145015999945819632006-04-14T04:51:00.000-07:002006-04-14T05:19:55.433-07:00Birds....Watching the birds in the morning is more interesting than it sounds.<br />I think chaffinches have a lovely song. And goldfinches look beautiful.<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/chaffinch180_tcm3-65558.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/chaffinch180_tcm3-65558.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Chaffinch<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/c_carduelis_02.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 215px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 170px" height="207" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/c_carduelis_02.jpg" width="287" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />Goldfinch<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/BluetitMikeLane.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/BluetitMikeLane.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/BluetitMikeLane.jpg"></a><br />I absolutely love blue tits, they are so adorable.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/BluetitMikeLane.jpg"></a>Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1144834816671777602006-04-12T02:33:00.000-07:002006-04-12T02:40:16.716-07:00Why?...Stupid boiler, why does it have to leak on this day? Why couldn't it leak yesterday when it was all rainy and horrible.<br /> Now we can't go to the park because Varan (right spelling?) is at our house and fixing it.<br /><br />It is a really nice day today. And I want to go to the park.<br /><br />I'm really worried about The French Lieutenants Woman. I got it out of the library ages ago and now I don't know where it is. I asked everyone and they said they don't have it. I hate it when books go missing. WHY do books go "missing"?<br /><br />I just realised I have a permanent frown. Why? :( It looks like I'm miserable all the time. Which I already knew I looked like. As my siblings frequently have told me, I look upset/pissed off most of the time. I am trying to get rid of the frown by rubbing it with my fingers. And smiling at the computer.<br /><br />The birds are chirping really loudly. I think they may be on our roof because its really loud. I love it when birds sing.<br /><br />My frown has gone. I think.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20094621.post-1144690907145689362006-04-10T10:32:00.000-07:002006-04-10T10:41:47.163-07:00Mrs. W in 15 minutesI just came on the computer to upload the pictures on the computer from the digital camera. I took a pic of the Valley Valentine, as the other one I posted on here was from the<br />internet. It will be planted tomorrow!!! Hopefully.<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010030.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/P1010030.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/1600/P1010001.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1735/2002/320/P1010001.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />This is a random picture I just felt like including.<br />From right to left: Me, Amina and Polly.<br /><br />Quite a nice picture don't you think?<br />I want one with Salima and Fatima too.Rahimahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09454255528685346864noreply@blogger.com0