Joy..

and happiness and all things great.

Next week I don't have Mr.Chu.
I have found some string for my lion.
I have done a lot of my product design paperwork.
I have started revising.
My lotus seeds have started bulging.
Its the end of term on Friday.

That is a lot of things to be happy about. Now all I need to do is apply for a summer job. And start writing in my Siamese notebook. And continue revising.

sorry about last post

A picture of me and my friends on my 16th birthday (21st March 2006)
I was really annoyed because I did write a long post about my birthday and my wonderful presents from everyone, and then the computer was being weird, and the whole entry got lost.

Anyway, this post will be a bit about my birthday...I got really nice presents from my friends, and from family on Thursday- the inset day. I really liked the compilation CD one of my friends gave me, with some of my favourite songs, and the money I got from my friends contributed to my new James Blunt album!

There's me with my friends and my surprise birthday cake with 16 candles- and the middle one was a relighting one which confused me a bit!It was quite embarrassing because the whole class was singing happy birthday to me and I don't really like being in the spotlight, but I was really happy, and grateful to my friends. I'm the one on the far right of the photo, by the way.

We nicked the lotus seeds today! And right now (at 9:20) I think a seedling is growing already! Just hoping that the other two will come through.

I will start writing in my beautiful Siamese cat notebook that Polly got me soon. It is so nice I don't want to ruin it! But I'm going to write some of my stories in it, if they're good.

I really love Runaway Train by Soul Asylum.

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same

stupid computers

I wrote a really long entry and then when I tried to publish the post the computer went crazy on me. Now I'm really annoyed.

Anyway, basically I was saying that I really love the labo and hope it will grow.

I really want the lotus to grow too, this is what it will look like, if it grows properly. I think it will be really big. I can't wait for it to grow, it will look so beautiful.

obsessive reading

..I think I am becoming a bit too obsessed with reading. I always read, regardless of whether I have work to do or if I have a headache. I don't quite know why I have huge reading frenzies.

Today I tidied my desk and EVERYTHING for about 2 hours. Its really therapeutic, tidying up. (Almost as therapeutic as sanding rough or sharp edges of wood down- I don't know if its just me but its really satisfying when you finally make it smooth)
Anyway after that I read The Solution- Animorphs book, then reminisced about the last book (It may have been because I was quite young when I read it, but I felt really sad, especially for Jake) Whilst I was thinking about it, I fell asleep. Why am I always tired? Might be a lack of iron- I don't know. Carrying on with my stimulating day, I woke up and started reading The French Lieutenants Woman which is suprisingly good so far, although my opinion of Sarah has changed, I think she has a weird complex.

Anyway I vaguely feel like I need to do some work. The teachers keep giving us loads of work, its really dumb- I thought the work load was meant to be lessening as the exams draw closer, not increasing..

Its my birthday on Tuesday. I don't know why, but this year I really feel like I completely dont care about it. But I still want regalos, por supuesto!

Depression to the utmost..

...school tomorrow. Need I say anymore?

Anyway a certain person is probably reading this entry over my shoulder *angry face* and also * silently screams 'PISS OFF'* heh heh. Need to calm down, I think. By the way the 'heh heh' was an evil cackle.

Cool! Whilst trying to look like I was doing something educational (because of person behind me), I found a cool Shakespeare quotation. Here it is 'Mongrel beef-witted lord' Troilus and Cressida II. i 14] Quite an original insult isn't it? Might use it on someone....

Meaningful angsty one here... 'Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore, / So do our minutes hasten to their end.'

My lips hurt. Why am I allergic to stupid lipbalms with oxybenzoatine or whatever it is? :(

Depression reigns in again as I remember school is looming ahead...

It's been over a month!..

...since I've written here.
I am so undedicated it's unbelievable! Everytime I go on the computer I "forget" to write and when I "remember" I'm like 'I really can't be bothered'
Bit stupid of me really...I am turning into a Class A procastinator! Help me I hate it when people procastinate so why am I doing it ?!
It's the half term holidays and there's only a few days left....and I have a lot of homework...history coursework....aargh...Why didn't Fatima keep her old history coursework? I could have read it for some 'inspiration' Ahem. Anyway she probably wouldn't let me, the stingy cow. Joking.

Anyway today was boring....Went to the park and got caught in a hailstorm which was reasonably fun lol. We must have looked soo stupid racing through the park like crazed weirdos. lol!!!

I have to apply to work in Accesorize! This holiday! I really have to get a move on....apply tomorrow probably.

Bye for now!

last update 19 days ago...

Okay that really isnt very good, I had the whole of the Xmas holidays free and I only wrote once :(

Anyway, yay I did my Spanish oral (on Monday) and it went okay. And I have got back all my mock GCSE results...I'm not very happy with them but ah well, I'll actually revise for the GCSEs so "no sweat" as a certain person may say (lol, Fatima, Amina and Salima will know who I'm referring to!)

Yay WEEKEND. I am so happy. Especially the whole not having to wake up at 7:00 in the morning!

Also I didnt update before because whenever I went on the computer I read fanfics, but I losing my obsession with them a bit..

Oh god, just remembered I have to buy wood for my Product Design. This is really depressing, I dont even know what size wood to buy so how am I supposed to buy any wood at all? Product Design is sooo hard I really wish I never took it. Actually, its not hard, its just depressing because my moneybox never seems to work (the mechanism bit)

Okay, I should go before I plunge myself into the deepest pits of gloom (presentation in Eng on Monday morning- noooooooo)